Addiction to The North Face!!

So, I have this addiction to buying stuff for being outside! I am really getting into hiking and love having stuff that is warm for winter.... it is like a disease really. I research it, worry about it, and think about it. What is wrong with me!!! why can't I stop buying stuff... even with all of this credit card debt!! 

I am really hoping that I can become more responsible... because I think that is important. I do worry about having enough money. AAAHHH I need to get my life together!

Upper Michigan!!

I love The UP!!!  I had a great time with my family and just being with nature!! I got to go up there for 4 days!! it was amazing! I took a bunch of pictures that I am going to try and up on here... 

Callie (my dog) and I did a lot of hiking. We went by a water fall, through the woods, and by lake superior. There are so many great trails.... I wish I knew more about some trails in Winona! I did get a little freaked out when Callie fell about 20 ft off of a pipe bridge. She gave a yelp when she hit the ground... then ran back up the hill and was just fine. She was jumping around and running after sticks so I don't think she got hurt to bad, thank God!  

I also got to eat at my favorite restaurants up there, I love the border grill and the rice paddy!! they are just so good! 

I hope I can get some pictures to up load so you can all see how much fun we had!!

My computer.... Mac

So, I don't know why I got a Mac... I thought it was going to be artsy and cool and I was going to be able to use it for a lot of stuff.... but really I have no idea how to use it and it is making me really really really really really really really really MAD!! can someone please help me!!! 

I hate not knowing how to use things and do things like this!!!

What to say...

Sometimes there is so much you want to say, but you don't know how to put it into words...

So, I really enjoy my job, but I am kind of glad that it is seasonal! The days are long and sometimes I just want to beat the kids... but then can be sooo cute! 

But It does make me worried about what I am going to do next... I think about this every day... what is tomorrow going to bring... but I am excited for that. I am a person  of change, I get bored very easily with the same old routine. I often think about who I am going to be today? I thought that I could be anyone or anything. Then I found out that I can and I do change to be who everyone wants me to be. It is kind of scary when I think about it. I could elaborate, but then I would give my secrets away ;) I am trying to figure myself out... Who Sarah is, not who everyone wants her to be. I have a really good friend who is great at letting people know how she feels and being exactly herself... her name begins with a T and ends with an ESSA... lol I wish I could be as bold as her.... plus she just rocks!!!

Working on the house-

I have been working on our house all week, well for the past two weeks. I pretty much come home from work, change, and start working on the house... I am so tired. Good thing I have so many great friends to come over and help. Last night Raychel was a super trooper and helped paint the shed. Good thing Seth got there right away at 8:00 to help move it!!!! Everyone had little faith that we were going to do it, but we pushed one side then the other to finally get it over.... It was amazing!! 

Andy and Seth also worked on getting the back entry way ready for the appraisal.... did I forget to mention that our house is getting appraised tomorrow!!! that Is why we have been working on it so much! 

After all of this is over I am going to take a vacation!!! in my bed that is and sleep for a week!

Prayers-

pray for me that I find MY way in life and figure out who I am, and pray for my friends... some of them are struggling and really need them... 

****Make this go on forever****